Non Compos Mentis

Is there something wrong with me?
My hands keep shaking.
My nose keeps bleeding.
My vision is blurring.
Someone please save me.




With a blurring vision and trembling hands,
I'm crying out I need you.

I need you more than ever.
I need you more than I ever needed anyone.

Would You Be There?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

In Vociferation

OMG...

My Baby's sick and I can't go take care of her.

WTH...

So lousy me...

sigh.

Of Great Contrition

I'll be the one to make you smile
Whenever your feeling down
And when your feeling lonely look to your side I'll be around
I found love
New meaning to love
Ever since the day I met you
You're the only one who cares for me
The only one who guides me through

Baby girl whenever I'm with chu its like I have a lucky charm
Come on over here girl let me take you into my arms
Cuz you know this baby girl I wont ever do you harm
Cuz you know I'm by your side everyday and all night
Whenever you'll have a fright in my arms that's where you'll hide
I'll be there for you if you need a shed of cry
I'll call you every night
Ever time that chu feel lonely
The only things in life is you girl and my homies
Don't worry baby girl come to me if you feel scared
I know it from the past I'm the only one who cared
We'll live with our life happily and even blessed
Every corner every way I'll try to sneak a kiss, yo

I'll be the one to make you smile
Whenever your feeling down
And when your feeling lonely
look to your side I'll be around
I found love
New meaning to love
Ever since the day I meet you
You're the only one who cares for me
The only one who guides me through
your all I ever wanted
all I ever asked for
even more
After each day its seems we grow more closer then before
here we are the best of two lovers
never want us to be over
Heaven made us for each other
You just don't know how much you mean to me
There's only you in my heart
Till the end
Since the start
you and I can never be torn apart
We'll last for eternity
This love we have so true
No one else compares to you
No one can take your place
your place in my heart and soul
you play the perfect role to make my heart a whole
no words can ever become by to add up to how I feel inside…baby I love you
I'll be the one to make you smile
whenever you feeling down
And when your feeling lonely I look to your side I'll be around
I found love new meaning to love ever since the day I met you
You're the only one who cares for me
The only one who guides me through

So your standing in your heart
So that I could see your feelings
Who knows about the day
When I get down and kneeling
With the ring in my hand
I'm about to change your world so that we can get married
Its complete that chu ma girl
I ain't that type of men who will leave you crying tears
Ill be the man that stays caring for you all throughout the years
I'll suite your heart with things so that chu could keep on smiling
I'll love you more
If you agree to we play on fighting
So just think about the future
Just loving one another
If you think about it clearly
We will always be two lovers
With the trust and respect
That every couple needs
To shine within happily
truly to succeed

I'll be the one to make you smile
Whenever your feeling down
And when your feeling lonely look to your side I'll be around
I found love
New meaning to love
Ever since the day I met you
You're the only one who cares for me
The only one who guides me through






O no...
You made me feel better.
But in exchange, You fell sick.
I'm so sorry Baby.
And you're in denial that your cough isn't bad.
OMG...

You really made me realise how painful it is to leave someone.
How can I actually give it a thought.
I can never imagine why I even entertained that thought.

Well...
No matter what happens,
I'll never let go.
No matter what the circumstance,
I'll never let you go.
This I promise you.


I miss you Baby.

As Happy As A Clam At High Waters

It's so wonderful...

When I'm sick and all...

Having so much work to do...

Before damn internship starts...

Production group was a total new thing to me.

I never anticipated that it would be a good thing.

The group was supportive and caring.

I would say it's the first time I am actually 100% satisfied with the end product.

The video we presented was the reason we were all beaming with pride.

I would say we totally owned the whole class.

Or should I say for both classes.

Whoopie! Awesomest.

And Jem asked me to join 50 Frames Production.

I'm super glad.. and wanna join...

But on the other hand I have to think about what others in 50 frames might think...

Like maybe why she must join 50 frames...

Why she come into our clique and crew...

Like suddenly become part of us...

But I'm happy I found some group, although with LOTS of difference,

They still work together, complimenting each other with their talents and skills.

How wonderful... =D

and one more thing..

I have my Baby all to myself tomorrow.

Awesomest! Happiness!

No Need For Flamboyant Vocabulary

I think my Baby is the best lover around. EVER.

It hurts more thinking that she thinks she can't make me happy.

Because she's my joy. My love. My life.

And it's such a cheer knowing my Baby tries her best to please me in any sense of the word.

She is my perfect girl.

(You've always been there.

At the perfect spot.)

I try my best to make my Baby happy.

To eat together all the time.

To give her flowers on no special occasions

Because everyday should be a special occasion whenever I'm with her.

Carrying her bag is just for my own selfish reason.

To show the world she's mine and we are not some pair of besties holding hands.

And to train up my arms in the mean time.

Practically everything just to see my Baby smile.

Cause when she's happy I'm happy too.

See! that's ultimately a selfish gain too.

But everyone has their priorities.

Everyone has their responsibilities.

That I have to constantly remind myself.

Of course if given the choice I know you and I would choose the same.

To just slack around in each other's arms and do nothing but love each other.

Don't be silly Baby.

Don't apologise for something that's not your fault.

Don't apologise because it hurts me to see you feel sad and blame yourself.

You make my day for every day you're with me.

You truly do. As always. And always will.

Prawns will always be there.

It isn't as if I was dying the next day and prawns would keep me alive.

Fire floss buns weren't around that day but I got to eat it today.

Hideouts should be the government's fault. Cause they didn't make enough of them.

You do everything right. You're my perfection.

You make me whole.

To blame the government more, they should have more buses for me to take.

Hahaha! It's not as if you run SBS right Baby?

Buses are way beyond our control.

Tell me which girlfriend on earth can beat my girlfriend?

She's probably the most sweet little thing,

the most (insert anything associated with the Dream) lover you could ever find around.

I'm sorry I was being hard to please.

You tried your best and I didn't appreciate you.

I always smile whenever you're with me.

Not externally all the time but in the insides as well.

Every hour, every minute and every second you're with me.

There's a smile inside.

I've never known sharing my bed would be such joy, such love and such warmth.

I've never thought of having a settled down long term relationship.

I've never understood the happiness in life that numbs all pain.

I've never comprehended the meaning of the world crumbling whenever she's not around.

I've never meant so much to another person.

... Until, You found me.

My Baby does everything right.

I need to be more appreciative.

I will treasure the times we shared.

And will share. For always.

I'm glad the plan changed.

It was always meant to be just I love you.

Never a reply I love you too.

But I'm really glad.

Change is good. (in this case)

I love you Baby.

I will never betray you.

I will never let any Dew come into our lives.

For you are the one that I want.

The one that I need.

The only one.

Let's start this new chapter of your life together.

There's no more my world.

Just our world.

Arbitrary Fulminations

I smelt like chlorine the whole day.

I think it's getting into my brains.

It took a 25 year old boy some brains to create facebook.

Why can't I have some brains like that too?

Baby's going to the big U.

New chapters mean new beginnings.

New beginnings mean new endings.

The economy is still bad.

Christine resigned as the commissioner of the LPGA.

I shall take over.

I wish.

Time is running out.

I wanna make every moment I spend with you count.

We can't have everything we want.

It never ever was possible.

Oprah is stingy and doesn't give enough money to charity.

Cause as much as she gives, she has many millions more.

-Sasha Grey.

Peace out world.

Christmas is over.

I'm mentally tired.