Why? I wanted to celebrate enjoying my singlehood.

Forget whatever was going on,

Forget whatever happened,

And forget you.

Why? Play these mind fuck games with me?

Who the hell cares?

If someone's arm was being chopped off.

If someone's life was at stake.

If someone was selling tissue for a living.

If someone was rotting.

NO ONE WOULD CARE.

but because it's you.

because of what we used to be.

you know i'd care.

Just cause it aint no just a someone.

Just cause it was you.

Just cause it still is you.

I'm tired.

I want to move on.

So please.

Leave me alone for awhile?

Please.

Because I spend one month trying to forget you.

And some sms comes along out of the blue.

And this sms will keep me fucked up the whole week.

And bring me back to square one.

Exactly right where I was one month ago.

Let me forget.

Because unlike you, I only have myself to pick up my own pieces.

Because unlike you, the darkness that creeps up just before I sleep is the only emptiness I feel.