It hurts more thinking that she thinks she can't make me happy.
Because she's my joy. My love. My life.
And it's such a cheer knowing my Baby tries her best to please me in any sense of the word.
She is my perfect girl.
(You've always been there.
At the perfect spot.)
I try my best to make my Baby happy.
To eat together all the time.
To give her flowers on no special occasions
Because everyday should be a special occasion whenever I'm with her.
Carrying her bag is just for my own selfish reason.
To show the world she's mine and we are not some pair of besties holding hands.
And to train up my arms in the mean time.
Practically everything just to see my Baby smile.
Cause when she's happy I'm happy too.
See! that's ultimately a selfish gain too.
But everyone has their priorities.
Everyone has their responsibilities.
That I have to constantly remind myself.
Of course if given the choice I know you and I would choose the same.
To just slack around in each other's arms and do nothing but love each other.
Don't be silly Baby.
Don't apologise for something that's not your fault.
Don't apologise because it hurts me to see you feel sad and blame yourself.
You make my day for every day you're with me.
You truly do. As always. And always will.
Prawns will always be there.
It isn't as if I was dying the next day and prawns would keep me alive.
Fire floss buns weren't around that day but I got to eat it today.
Hideouts should be the government's fault. Cause they didn't make enough of them.
You do everything right. You're my perfection.
You make me whole.
To blame the government more, they should have more buses for me to take.
Hahaha! It's not as if you run SBS right Baby?
Buses are way beyond our control.
Tell me which girlfriend on earth can beat my girlfriend?
She's probably the most sweet little thing,
the most (insert anything associated with the Dream) lover you could ever find around.
I'm sorry I was being hard to please.
You tried your best and I didn't appreciate you.
I always smile whenever you're with me.
Not externally all the time but in the insides as well.
Every hour, every minute and every second you're with me.
There's a smile inside.
I've never known sharing my bed would be such joy, such love and such warmth.
I've never thought of having a settled down long term relationship.
I've never understood the happiness in life that numbs all pain.
I've never comprehended the meaning of the world crumbling whenever she's not around.
I've never meant so much to another person.
... Until, You found me.
My Baby does everything right.
I need to be more appreciative.
I will treasure the times we shared.
And will share. For always.
I'm glad the plan changed.
It was always meant to be just I love you.
Never a reply I love you too.
But I'm really glad.
Change is good. (in this case)
I love you Baby.
I will never betray you.
I will never let any Dew come into our lives.
For you are the one that I want.
The one that I need.
The only one.
Let's start this new chapter of your life together.
There's no more my world.
Just our world.
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