What would you do if you fell for an apple.

But when you peeled it,

Only half was the apple but the other an orange.

Would you still love the apple for the half?

But after loosing the half apple that was left,

I've realised having half the apple was so much more worth than nothing at all.

I can't do anything well.

I can't get anything right.

I somehow need a miracle.

To get me back on track.

I cant sleep at night.

I sit around with swollen knuckles,

Thinking how different it could have been.

I need help.

I'm Pathetic.

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

the only thing i ask for you is to be happy.

I love you then. now. and always.
I'm sorry if i've stressed you out.
But all the best to you. Stay happy.

Whatever happened to the girl I fell in love with?

Maybe it's time to say goodbye. Time to say it's enough.

What do you think?

I Am Confused.

Would you ask "are you okay?" or "what's wrong?"

Do you feel it too? Or is it just coming from me?

it's difficult to bring it up.

It somehow feels so distant. What's happening?

Vacillating

I don't know. It somehow feels different.

Funny feelings, funny feelings,

That you don't love me anymore.

Since everybody's changing

And I don't know why.

But everybody's changing

And I don't feel the same.

Cause everybody's changing

And I don't feel right.

But everybody's changing

And I don't feel the same.

But everybody's changing

And I don't feel the same.

For whatever might have been

And all that it never was

Whatever I couldn't see

And all that I didn't want.

There was a method to my madness girl

That wasn't clear to me

Until the day I saw your face

When I saw everything.

Whenever you want it

Whenever you need it

Whatever you feel like,

It's gon' be like

You better believe it.

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep.

Leave my door open just a crack.

Please take me away from here.

'Cause I feel like such an insomniac.

Please take me away from here.

Why do I tire of counting sheep.

Please take me away from here.

When I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

I never make a promise

I don't intend to keep

So when I say forever

Forever's what I mean

Well I am no casanova

But I swear this much is true.

I'll be holding nothing back

When it comes to you.

You dream of love that's everlasting

Well baby open up your eyes.

I can love you like that

I would make you my world

Move heaven and earth if you were my girl.

I would give you my heart

Be all that you need

Show you you're everything that's precious to me

If you give me a chance, I can love you like that.